Social phobia.

Mak aiii.. tensennnyaa.. awat la asyik anxious terlebih nih.

Tadi first time practice osce psych and it felt horrible. I know I didn't do too bad, I did remember stuff, but in terms of performance-wise, it's bad. I wouldn't even want to have a doctor like me attending me even if I have all the knowledge in the world because I just lack that confidence to DEAL with responsibilities.

Maybe I can't diagnose that I have social phobia, but I can definitely say that I have the traits.

I know it's part of the personality and when you deal with personality, you know that it's hard to change. But I really wish I could change. Self-referral for change please.

But then, when I think about it, I feel like I'll become one of those cocky people if I try to change because I feel that I will overdo things because I haven't acclimatizes myself with the right inhibition needed. People might think that I have disinhibition problem. kakaka. Over-valued ideas. pftt! 

Okay la, better stop babbling and work on case report! Jiayou!!

Hasil berjalan dekat Grafton street today. At first bila tengok design ni macam kenal ja. Character apa la burung hantu ni.. then remembered that it's a phone casing of a dear acquantaince.. Comey sangat terpaksa beli jugak. hihi