Motivation spiralling down by each day. Rasa dah malas gila dah nak gi spital skarang. The thing is, I've listed a list of targets that I'd like to do for each medical and surgical posting, but I think I barely done quarter of them. Been facing rejection by rejection, jadi sekarang dah malas dah.

Tapi okay, to be fair, maybe I've been asking the wrong person. Asking those who do not have authority, tapi ya la kan, nak tanya orang yang ada authority terus, diorang busy ja memanjang, plus known to be 'notorious', jadi takut la.

Tapi, mungkin esok lusa or next week have to build up courage and ask for permission to go to theatre. Kena marah pon marah la. BOSAN kot asyik dok kat surgical ward. Post-op patients are in agony. Pre-op patients are in much worst agony. Memang la malas nak buat apa-apa.

TAPIIII, the nice thing about this elective is that I made new friends that are really nice!! hihi. =D

okla.. malas nak type dah.. nnti la crita lagi bila rajin. hihi..

need to remind self a lot that i'm on a break. on a break. on a break.