Maybe I should start minding my own business and less of others, since I am not wanted anyway.
My friend told me that I'm unstable nowadays. I don't know about that. I have emotions and I have feelings. I've always been this way I think. Maybe in the past, it was less vocal and less verbal than now. Or maybe the intensity has changed? Maybe it has become a little bit more overwhelming than usual? That I couldn't clarify, even if I wanted to because I just don't know. Maybe it's the new environment. I hate being alone. Self-control and discipline had never been my forte, especially when I am alone. I know that you can only know who your true self is when you are alone, but I don't like myself when I'm alone. Discipline just flew out of the window.
Well, maybe this is what I have to start learning from now on. New challenge. Then again, I don't like challenge. I like smooth sails.
But you can always learn to like things to be better right?
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ohoho, and i thought it's all rhetoric. :p erm, u can learn to like things i guess. tapi kan, i got this quote from antm, ehehe. die kate, you dont have to change, but rather be a stronger you. So, it's okay to be urself, and be strong. Sometimes people snapped when we care, but that's because they are too sensitive and sometimes irrational with emotion. give time to cool down i guess.
aww elle.. thanks! ^-----^
stronger and sabar right?
ok, i'll try.
and I need to improve on my 'rhetoric' questions! lol
atennnn...is there sumthing wrong?
forgive me if i am being too much absorbed in my own sorrowness that i didnt acknowledged how u feel.
if u want to talk,my room is just next door kay?u dpnt have to feel alone,coz u see,i am only 10 seconds away from u.:)
hehe.. maybe i'm a little bit emo-ish today.
but u don't hv to be sorry, this emo thing is the result of being alone in a room for too long. hehe.
let's just hope for a better tomorrow ok.
i'm finding muse to make the food fest poster nih.. :D i think i'm ok already. and I also found my memory card after ransacking all bags and drawers and boxes in the room, and to find it just on my dressing table. sabaq ja la..
^---------^ i'm ok!
and tq for asking :)
aten, jom jom move in apartment kitorg, kite jd roomate, :P.
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