Tell me now why I don't like Mondays. huh? Okay, that might be a bit off topic, but ya, maybe not a bit.. Really just off topic. The line of a song suddenly just popped up after typing the title Tell me now.
Let's just keep it straight to the point and not let you get confuse any further.
Okay, maybe this is just a session of luahan perasaan mainly.
I'm just pretty frustrated with myself. Everything has been very overwhelming and it feels like I've gotten myself into this habit of not digesting anything, and just slips away. I have gotten myself comfy to not reflect and learn, but just go through it and be indifferent. And that's not a good thing. It feels like there's a huge empty block inside, in fact, the block might even be transparent now. Okay, apa yg dok merapu ni kan? Basically, I'm talking about everything really. From school to daily lives, mentally, spiritually, just everything.
It's like me avoiding how I really feel, suppressing what's complicated or irritating- though you might need it sometimes, but I feel like it became a habit nowadays. Running away from reality? I don't know, it bites, but I don't feel it. Numb? entahla. Or maybe just plain lazy to use the brain to think?
TAKTAU. T T.
Let's just keep it straight to the point and not let you get confuse any further.
Okay, maybe this is just a session of luahan perasaan mainly.
I'm just pretty frustrated with myself. Everything has been very overwhelming and it feels like I've gotten myself into this habit of not digesting anything, and just slips away. I have gotten myself comfy to not reflect and learn, but just go through it and be indifferent. And that's not a good thing. It feels like there's a huge empty block inside, in fact, the block might even be transparent now. Okay, apa yg dok merapu ni kan? Basically, I'm talking about everything really. From school to daily lives, mentally, spiritually, just everything.
It's like me avoiding how I really feel, suppressing what's complicated or irritating- though you might need it sometimes, but I feel like it became a habit nowadays. Running away from reality? I don't know, it bites, but I don't feel it. Numb? entahla. Or maybe just plain lazy to use the brain to think?
TAKTAU. T T.
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